happy that i am sleeping in a new rented home tonight...i really needed a change, i admit..however, i am aware that a mere change of room is not enough...but i wouldn't dare go further..
i never had the tiniest of doubt regarding my professional capabilities...at the same time, I have 0% confidence when it comes to relations and lifelong commitments(other than friendships)...
still, the truth is that i am keeping aloof from all of my friends these days..why?? i don't know...my insecurity.. inborn inferiority... don't know what...
where am i going??? what is my destiny??? don't know...
dear friends....forgive me...
